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Hello, Mewzuki.

[Indistinguishable noises fill the background before a real cat's meow can be heard.]

I don't think I ever got the chance to thank you yet. For choking and leaving me unconscious in the cave that day.

[After a couple of minutes pass with no response, there's another message.]

Since you're ignoring me, let me take this perfect opportunity to express my gratitude. Thank you.

[A few more minutes later, and still no response. Oh, well. Saito continues, not sounding disappointed in the slightest.]

I've been thinking a lot about since that day. There isn't a single day that goes by that I don't think about it.

[A pleased mew mingles with the distant sound of the Evolver being loaded with a live round.]

About how I should repay you for all your kindness, I mean.

[The last message follows immediately after the third, showing a recording of one corner of a deserted back alley somewhere in Aldrip. The focus moves downwards, to a young stray kitten looking up expectantly from its sitting spot. Its mouth is moving, chewing on something. A small, now empty bowl sits in front of it.

But instead of more food, what it gets is a single bullet to the head, before it drops to the side, unmoving.]

I know where you're hiding them.

[ If he knows where she's been hiding them (and she doesn't know why he wouldn't), he hasn't said anything about it. Somedays, it would take longer than most to find them. They are curious. They wander, but she'd always been able to find them before long. There are other safe spaces that she's found to hide them, and eventually, they learn their way, but in the end, she always checked the cave first.

She knows he is still messing with her. The texts and voice messages were easy to ignore, an irritation at best. This was not.

Her breathing is fast, and her anxiety is high. There's the familiar feeling of bile rising from the pit of her stomach and up her throat, but it doesn't quite make it. Is this her fault?

But a voice manages to sound in her head. He doesn't have that power over you. ]

What the fuck is wrong with you!?

Edited 2023-05-02 00:46 (UTC)

[Oh, finally, some kind of response! And a positive one, no less. The indignation in her tone pleases him as much as the poor kitten's sacrifice.

The latter of which will stay in view as Saito walks up to it, zooming in on the corpse intentionally.]

Is that a rhetorical question, or are you asking out of genuine interest?

[ Mizuki very much remains on voice call on her end, though that doesn't stop her from wincing. For whatever it's worth (not much), she slams her hands over the hologram, trying to extinguish it. ]

Since you don't seem to be getting the hint: leave me the hell alone.

[ The image of that cat will haunt her dreams for a while yet. ]

Since you are the one that isn't getting the hint:

[The cadence of his voice shifts from mocking to a more light-hearted, goofier one — an obvious failed impersonation of Date: speaking the same words he said with a straight face when she first asked him to remove the (supposed) mask.]

Don't wanna.

[And then back to the snide, one-sided conversational tone.]

Don't you care about what can happen to those two anymore? After killing their parents caused you that much suffering and guilt?

[ On instinct, a part of her is screaming that that was all his fault in the first place. She wants to yell it for Vi to hear, for everyone to hear, yet she can't bring herself to say anything. She's not thinking clearly enough to realize it, but she knows it's not true.

. . . ]

Don't you worry your pretty little head. You'll never find them.

[ Without wanting to give too much away, her finger moves to end the call, finger grazing against the button and just about to push down. ]

Oh, you'd better make sure I don't.

[Asking what she meant by that would certainly not yield a worthwhile response, so Saito refrains. He can check for himself later if that's just a bluff. What matters now, that he's succeeded in getting her attention... is keeping it.

The focus finally moves away from the dead kitten. Only for another equally disturbing scene to come into view: an adult cat on top of a pool of blood, a knife still stuck in its belly. From the frantic way its center heaves despite being cut open, the cat is visibly struggling to breathe and keep itself alive. But that life, too, will surely expire soon enough. As did its offsprings'.

Besides that, a barely distinguishable pile of smaller, dismembered cat body parts, can be seen poking out from a corner of the screen.]

Because this is what will happen when I find them.

[ Why did she hesitate? Maybe it was the fact that she could see the focus shifting, and a part of her wanted to see what the fuck he was doing. When the camera movement stops, of course, she is struck with an immediate regret, and there's an audible sound from her mouth as she scrambles to cover it with her hand.

Her stomach churns, and she can taste bile, but somehow avoids throwing up—just barely.

She continues not to give Saito the satisfaction of seeing any of this. ]

[ For a while, there's just silence. There aren't enough words in the dictionary to describe how deplorable he is, and the guilt continues to gnaw at her, because this has all been for her attention. If she had just fucking answered him earlier, he might not have resorted to this.

Her fists tighten, and there's the sound of her slamming them into something out of frustration. Something shatters, something else falls, and all the commotion is followed by deep, but unsteady breaths. ]

New question: What the fuck do you want?

Edited 2023-05-23 04:13 (UTC)

[Although he stays offscreen, there's audible, triumphant laughter on his end. The recording loses focus and shakes a little before one of his hands come into view. He grabs the writhing cat by its scruff, forcing its head to face the camera. The animal attempts to use whatever life it still has in it to break free, but it only makes Saito's grip intensify.]

Mewzuki... don't use that kind of language with mew, it's scary... let's meet in person so we can talk, meowkay?

[Guess who hasn't felt the sting of euphoria in a while.]

[ Mizuki still refuses to look. It is only then that she realizes, maybe if she had, she could have figured out where he was. Her eyes are still closed to stave off the red seeping into her vision, made only more vibrant by his mocking tone.

What is there to talk about? ]

Stop talking like that and maybe I will.

And stop torturing them! [ Her voice may have raised an octave or... three. For just a second.

...... ]

[With a "See, she doesn't even care about you" from him, the cat is brusquely released as though it were nothing more than a broken toy with no further use.]

All right, I'll stop. Promise. This is the last one still alive... for now, anyway.

[It's probably in Mizuki's best interest to look now; far in the background, behind his lopsided grin, there are glimpses of a place she has likely tried to wipe from her memory: the peaceful square where he gifted her two pieces of well-concealed deception.]

Remember the place we spent our happiest afternoon together? This alley is not too far from it. Ah, but don't keep me waiting for too long. I might end up breaking my promise.

[If she hurries, she might even make it in time to share with him the exact moment the remaining toy draw its last breath!? Their second date (pfft) can't start in a more special way than that!]

[ She hears that! Mizuki clenches her fist, hesitant to flip her charm back around, because she does care. But she's not going to waste her time or her breath arguing the point. Just thinking of the afternoon in question makes her want to puke now, but she doesn't have the time for that either.

She swallows, allowing a tch and an annoyed growl under breath to escape, which is the last thing Saito will hear before whatever connection they have is cut off. ]

. . . Be right back, I've gotta go kill a man.

[ Probably said to Vi as she stomps out the door, giving the girl no time to respond. She wishes she was serious— As soon as she hits the open air, she dissolves into a blur as she races towards the alley in question.

She's there in practically no time at all. ]

[When she gets there, he's crouched down over the cat's body, as though expecting her to arrive before his last furry victim's life extinguishes.]

Ah, good. You made it just in time.

[Picking the animal's paw between his fingers, he moves it in a slow wave towards the girl.]

Thank you for coming for meow sake... but it's too late to save mew... be seeing you, Mewzuki...

[Of course, this is also spoken in the same taunting tone as before. Judging by the cat's shallow and slowed breathing, it's obvious there's no saving it anymore, even if she rushed to the best cleric in Aldrip.]

[ God, she can literally feel her blood boiling. All that anger is making it hard to breathe, and she feels like she has to channel it somehow. In that moment, she can think of a million ways she can break his bones, pulverize him, and toss him in the ocean for the fish, but she tries to tell herself to take pity on the fish.

The only thing that ends up happening is that one moment, Saito blinks, and the next moment, Mizuki's used all her energy to close the distance between them. For all the wind that is kicked up in the process, she is somehow gentle, taking the dying cat into her arms. She can feel a wetness at her eyes. Angry tears, perhaps. Total bullshit.

...She stomps on his foot for good measure as she straightens herself, already regretting that she didn't do a LOT worse. ]

Shut up! I told you stop talking like that, now why did you drag me out here?

[Saito recoils from the assault on his foot with a tch, a wince successfully surfacing through the smug grin as he regains his footing. The fact that he can still put some of his weight onto that foot probably means there aren't any broken bones.]

Still, it's a bitter reminder that she likes to get physical not only when she's expressing affection, but also dissatisfaction.]

To talk.

[It isn't entirely true. But not entirely a lie, either. At the very least, he didn't call her out here to get an excuse to pay Aldrip's clerics a visit over a broken toe or foot. It was because getting under her skin in person is a lot more rewarding; she can't hide her reactions or ignore him as easily.

He makes a small gesture with a hand at the remainders of his other young feline victims before continuing.]

They weren't the only ones waiting for you.

[ It's too late. It's not your fault. There's nothing you can do for them now. Mizuki's hands and her breathing start to appear shaky as she steps back, trying desperately to keep her wits about her and believe what she's saying.

She remains standing. She can't relax around him. ]

About what?

[Saito releases a long, pensive hum under his breath, feigning hesitation for a short moment.]

Nothing in particular. Just wanted to talk, like we used to during our family bonding times. Remember that time you even fell asleep on my lap? [Cue the sneering snort.] I could have killed you right there. But, much to my own surprise, I managed to hold back somehow.

[Maybe part of him misses having someone around to bicker with — the closest thing he can ever have that resembles a normal relationship. Or maybe he misses getting under her skin and making her life utterly miserable.

Who knows.]

[ Yeah, he would bring that up, wouldn't he. Mizuki can feel her skin crawling, and she feels like she needs several showers. Even thinking about doing that with the real Date. She doesn't explode like he probably wants, but he will see her fingers tense as they slowly clench into fists and then release.

He wants to talk. Just let him talk. ]

Congratulations. [ Flattest tone she can manage. ] Want a gold star?

Edited 2023-06-24 03:21 (UTC)

You're the one who deserves a gold star, really.

[Needless to say, he doesn't mean it literally. Or in any serious sense, at all.]

Back when you choked me unconscious... why didn't you take the opportunity to avenge your parents, and kill me? According to your parchment, you're already a mass murderer anyway, so what is just one more life taken to you?

[He'll even gesture towards the cat in her arms for added effect.

Considering how she was averse to taking a life with her how hands, whether be it the preys they hunted for money, or even him; it's likely the crime she's accused of is bullshit. He knows that, but he also knows bringing up the subject of her crime is an effective way to keep getting a raise out of her.]

[ ...Why didn't she, indeed? Mizuki is loathe to admit that it's actually a pretty good question. She remembers wanting to. She remembers thinking how she is better than that, better than him, but what does it matter when the people she's upholding those values for are all stuck back home with a fate that's up in the air?

Something something Schrodinger's cat. Ota would probably know all about it. Fucking nerd. ]

I don't actually enjoy killing like some people. Besides, you shouldn't believe everything you read.

[ Mizuki lingers for a moment before moving suddenly without warning to a grassy area off the path. She kneels down grabs handful of grass, hesitating for a moment, but then...starts violently digging a grave, taking out all of her anger. With the dead cat still in her hand, she does this one-handed like it's nothing at all. ]

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